this is what happens if i spend too much time alone and doing nothing. im thinkin too much.
this isnt the first time i had a relationship with someone. i wont mention how many times i have a relationship, but the main thing is, relationships have given me many lesson to learn.
this is the first relationship that i expect to be my last. a week from now we will celebrating our 2 years anniversary. and from my experience, a relationship when it was 2 years old will naturally change. our relationship wont be about i love you and i miss you anymore. its about you're so boring and our love is amazingly monotonous. sounds so sad and pathetic. well, honestly, im so scared. i dont want that cruel things happened to my relationship. i want this love long last forever. i want to in love, like really love forever. can we do that?
Saturday, November 13, 2010
Friday, November 12, 2010
i blog
tell me what you think about my new blog title?
inspired by my travel magazine for last semester assignment, iTravel, i've decided to change my blog headline to i blog. sounds like apple's die hard fans right? haha well, im not, but i blog really sounds like me right now. i blog almost every time i sit alone in my room, and i blog every time my heart beats faster and slower, i blog like my entire time. so here it is, my i blog.
i have this assignment to make a paper for presentation. its about katakana ( Japanese's type of language i suppose ) and the other is about whatever i want to write. so here i am, drowning in the ocean of choices because a lot of thing i want to write nowadays. i am desperately want to write about things that really annoyed me, but i wonder if that important enough to tell to every one at my class. im thinking about writing something about New Wave Marketing, my lecture told me in my last Management of Advertising class about it. its about the era where every one could be speaker for every thing. every one tweeting or updating status or even blogging about every thing in the world. it could be good or it could be bad. this is really got my nerve, because as an internet user, i am the part of the new wave marketing era. how cool is that?? i will try my best to write about that and i'll post it so you could read and tell me what do you think.
actually, right now im not really in a good condition. my stomach is sick. something doesnt work so well down there. im not losing my mood to eat, i just dont know what i wanted to eat. every thing seems so tasteless for me. i tried like every food in the world but nothing is really fit on it. and i feel like there's an air inside my stomach that wont come out, you know we called it kembung. trust me, it feels so freakin not good.
my anniversary party will be held about 2 weeks from now. i hope every thing goes as i plan. but right now i will focus to my stomach's attack and my assignment. i will blog soon i finished my new wave marketing paper. ciao!
ps: dont forget to watch the walking dead eps.2 to night!
inspired by my travel magazine for last semester assignment, iTravel, i've decided to change my blog headline to i blog. sounds like apple's die hard fans right? haha well, im not, but i blog really sounds like me right now. i blog almost every time i sit alone in my room, and i blog every time my heart beats faster and slower, i blog like my entire time. so here it is, my i blog.
i have this assignment to make a paper for presentation. its about katakana ( Japanese's type of language i suppose ) and the other is about whatever i want to write. so here i am, drowning in the ocean of choices because a lot of thing i want to write nowadays. i am desperately want to write about things that really annoyed me, but i wonder if that important enough to tell to every one at my class. im thinking about writing something about New Wave Marketing, my lecture told me in my last Management of Advertising class about it. its about the era where every one could be speaker for every thing. every one tweeting or updating status or even blogging about every thing in the world. it could be good or it could be bad. this is really got my nerve, because as an internet user, i am the part of the new wave marketing era. how cool is that?? i will try my best to write about that and i'll post it so you could read and tell me what do you think.
actually, right now im not really in a good condition. my stomach is sick. something doesnt work so well down there. im not losing my mood to eat, i just dont know what i wanted to eat. every thing seems so tasteless for me. i tried like every food in the world but nothing is really fit on it. and i feel like there's an air inside my stomach that wont come out, you know we called it kembung. trust me, it feels so freakin not good.
my anniversary party will be held about 2 weeks from now. i hope every thing goes as i plan. but right now i will focus to my stomach's attack and my assignment. i will blog soon i finished my new wave marketing paper. ciao!
ps: dont forget to watch the walking dead eps.2 to night!
Sunday, November 7, 2010
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i was listening to stars and suddenly i feel a rush sadness coming over my chest. i was sad and missing Tir so much. what happened between us yesterday and today was nothing. i cant write the details but seriously it was nothing. it was only a joke and i dont know why it turned to be weird. yesterday, i asked him why i didnt get his text and he said he doesnt get any from me so he didnt give me ones. i was like, okay its me being busy here so why he didnt want to do the first move to text me? the whole texting thing is weird and it gets weirder now. i mean, how can some one is possibly living in texting rules? i dont want to put all the blame to him, but just, seriously?
Saturday, November 6, 2010
morning's thought
its 6.30 in the morning and i was awake :D its good to finally have a free time to finally blogging again. there are no interesting subject to write so i just post photos. but this morning, i will write a bit more.
well, like i said, i love november. i began everyday with a hope to be better day for me. it worked a little. i just had a great saturday ever and quality time with my friends. my assignment, maybe my hope isnt that strong for this part, so my assignment is still so-so. my relationship, mmm i always have this strange feeling every time i try to explain how my relationship works. mine is not a prefect romantic one. people might see that we're always together and laughing and loving and whatever, but inside the house, we're full of fighting and anger and jealousy, but its not like we're in so much trouble that we should be just breaking up, we're just ordinary. we love and then we fight and then we love again. sometimes it hurts my feeling to have a fight with him almost every day, but its kinda sweet because after we fight, we always love each other more.
ps: 15 days from now is our 2nd anniversary. sooo exciteddddd <3
well, like i said, i love november. i began everyday with a hope to be better day for me. it worked a little. i just had a great saturday ever and quality time with my friends. my assignment, maybe my hope isnt that strong for this part, so my assignment is still so-so. my relationship, mmm i always have this strange feeling every time i try to explain how my relationship works. mine is not a prefect romantic one. people might see that we're always together and laughing and loving and whatever, but inside the house, we're full of fighting and anger and jealousy, but its not like we're in so much trouble that we should be just breaking up, we're just ordinary. we love and then we fight and then we love again. sometimes it hurts my feeling to have a fight with him almost every day, but its kinda sweet because after we fight, we always love each other more.
ps: 15 days from now is our 2nd anniversary. sooo exciteddddd <3
pizza girls
last sunday, me and the girls decided to spent extra money to have closing celebration of the hated month: October. three of us have a date together at the one of the most famous pizza at town. it was so fun tho we knew we just ate a lot of fat and will ruin all of our diet program, but screw diet, we're just too happy to know that october was finally over!!!!!
GRADUATION PARTY & GARAGE SALE
yesterday was a great saturday ever.
its graduation day for class 2006, garage sale and seminar of template. me and the girls sell some of our clothes and cup corn. actually it was the first time for me selling food like that and that was so freakin hectic but we made a lot of money :D
every year, we always have this celebration party for graduators, and it always come up with different theme. this year theme was halloween. but i dont know why, i found this Russel from Up at the halloween costume party.
adorable right? maybe a little bit out of the line but this Russel kid was too cute to be true. haha but he's not the only one who's got my attention, i found another "cute" boy at the seminar. he's not wearing any costume, but he's just exactly look like..
ARIEL PETERPAN! hahaha i cant stop laughin my pants off when i saw him for the first time! look exactly like him. his name is prabu and he's proud to be called Ariel.
well, that was just a piece of a whole great saturday. i'll post more photos as soon as i get them from jani's camera. happy graduation for class of 2006, congratulation to 2008 and 2009, and welcome 2010 :D
its graduation day for class 2006, garage sale and seminar of template. me and the girls sell some of our clothes and cup corn. actually it was the first time for me selling food like that and that was so freakin hectic but we made a lot of money :D
every year, we always have this celebration party for graduators, and it always come up with different theme. this year theme was halloween. but i dont know why, i found this Russel from Up at the halloween costume party.
adorable right? maybe a little bit out of the line but this Russel kid was too cute to be true. haha but he's not the only one who's got my attention, i found another "cute" boy at the seminar. he's not wearing any costume, but he's just exactly look like..
ARIEL PETERPAN! hahaha i cant stop laughin my pants off when i saw him for the first time! look exactly like him. his name is prabu and he's proud to be called Ariel.
well, that was just a piece of a whole great saturday. i'll post more photos as soon as i get them from jani's camera. happy graduation for class of 2006, congratulation to 2008 and 2009, and welcome 2010 :D
Thursday, November 4, 2010
sweet november
i wrote this post title with very big expectations.
there's no word can exactly explain how excited i am about this month. im so, so happy that finally october was over! god, what a tough month!
november is my favorite month after march of course. for me november is a month of love. yesterday, november 4 was my parents anniversary. their love story is a love story that i really wanted to do. my dad was a hardcore man, but he is the most loyal person i ever knew in this world. he done everything he could for my mom. and my mom, she used to be a career woman before she got married, but after becoming wife, she left everything and gave herself entirely to my father and family. she never left the house without my dad permission. she always took care of every thing my dad needs. and one thing that makes their love very special to me is, only death separates them..
november 23 is my anniversary with tir. 2 years this year. i cant say that im so happy, im happy and scared at the same time. i wonder if our love could be like my parents. but who knows? all we both can do is pray and live as possible. i wanna be like my mom for him. really am. so we have this plan to celebrate our 2nd anniversary together with friends at my family's villa. but because november 23 is tuesday which in the middle of the week, maybe we should find another day so that every one could come. its not like we will have a party all night long whatsoever, we'd like to share our happiness with our close friends and pray for each others. i hope our plan will work well, and make sure you get invited.
ps: my biggest sorry for all merapi's victim. couldnt do anything more except praying for all of you :(
there's no word can exactly explain how excited i am about this month. im so, so happy that finally october was over! god, what a tough month!
november is my favorite month after march of course. for me november is a month of love. yesterday, november 4 was my parents anniversary. their love story is a love story that i really wanted to do. my dad was a hardcore man, but he is the most loyal person i ever knew in this world. he done everything he could for my mom. and my mom, she used to be a career woman before she got married, but after becoming wife, she left everything and gave herself entirely to my father and family. she never left the house without my dad permission. she always took care of every thing my dad needs. and one thing that makes their love very special to me is, only death separates them..
november 23 is my anniversary with tir. 2 years this year. i cant say that im so happy, im happy and scared at the same time. i wonder if our love could be like my parents. but who knows? all we both can do is pray and live as possible. i wanna be like my mom for him. really am. so we have this plan to celebrate our 2nd anniversary together with friends at my family's villa. but because november 23 is tuesday which in the middle of the week, maybe we should find another day so that every one could come. its not like we will have a party all night long whatsoever, we'd like to share our happiness with our close friends and pray for each others. i hope our plan will work well, and make sure you get invited.
ps: my biggest sorry for all merapi's victim. couldnt do anything more except praying for all of you :(
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