we can, can't we?

this is what happens if i spend too much time alone and doing nothing. im thinkin too much.

this isnt the first time i had a relationship with someone. i wont mention how many times i have a relationship, but the main thing is, relationships have given me many lesson to learn.

this is the first relationship that i expect to be my last. a week from now we will celebrating our 2 years anniversary. and from my experience, a relationship when it was 2 years old will naturally change. our relationship wont be about i love you and i miss you anymore. its about you're so boring and our love is amazingly monotonous. sounds so sad and pathetic. well, honestly, im so scared. i dont want that cruel things happened to my relationship. i want this love long last forever. i want to in love, like really love forever. can we do that?